Game Over...

Is this the last message? Yes, maybe. That's really the last message. Last night, I cried badly. Really... especially when i talking with jh. He's sad, so i just cried quitely. Hope he's alright...XD.

Last night, I really had a great time viber with him. I always hope that we can still be together as before. But I am wrong, it's just a fake moment, it's just fake. fake smile. fake feeling. and of course fake conversation. I really dont know what are you thinking. Boy, I hope we didnt chat yesterday. Because... your words really hurt me badly. So deep... till i cried till 2 o'clock. You know? I always wanna be strong. I always wanna smile. I always hope these wont happen to me. Why? But I couldn't. It's hard.

I thought he will come back. No, he wont. If he answer yes, then it's just a dream. So fake, Arghh....

It's the night you mention I am just your ex. It's hurt. Really... But i just act like nothing happened. Am I right? Am i silly? Am i stupid?

That night the movie ends with a sad ending. The actor will be fine, the actress 'will also be alright'. Lights turn off. It's dark. It's scary and cool.

Game is over....



I am just a leaf tortured by you.....