Game Over...

Is this the last message? Yes, maybe. That's really the last message. Last night, I cried badly. Really... especially when i talking with jh. He's sad, so i just cried quitely. Hope he's alright...XD.

Last night, I really had a great time viber with him. I always hope that we can still be together as before. But I am wrong, it's just a fake moment, it's just fake. fake smile. fake feeling. and of course fake conversation. I really dont know what are you thinking. Boy, I hope we didnt chat yesterday. Because... your words really hurt me badly. So deep... till i cried till 2 o'clock. You know? I always wanna be strong. I always wanna smile. I always hope these wont happen to me. Why? But I couldn't. It's hard.

I thought he will come back. No, he wont. If he answer yes, then it's just a dream. So fake, Arghh....

It's the night you mention I am just your ex. It's hurt. Really... But i just act like nothing happened. Am I right? Am i silly? Am i stupid?

That night the movie ends with a sad ending. The actor will be fine, the actress 'will also be alright'. Lights turn off. It's dark. It's scary and cool.

Game is over....



I am just a leaf tortured by you.....



HoLiDaYs OvEr......

Oh gosh, holidays over... Going to school reopen. Ah!!! Seriously i want my holiday.

Confuse

Where am I? It really confused me....

Goodbye...

The more you show a person you cant live without him
You  are just giving him a chance to take you for granted

It doesnt make sense to let go of something you had for so long
It also doesnt make sense to hold on when there is nothing there...

I waited you for so long but you didnt come back.

Fine... I go, run away... Goodbye. Dont worry. I will be happy if i go....

Again...

Again, again, again...
Again he appeared in my eyesight. I am so nervous when i saw him just now.

Zc just shout 'omg?' But i didnt realise is him and his gang. I also shout because i thought zc saw a mouse? a cat? Cause she really scares. Haha...XD. Then, I saw him. I started shivering. My heartbeats jumped so fast till i cant breath. I ran out to the opposite shop. Luckily, i didnt bang by the car.

O.M.G!!! I cant even enjoy my lunch. I am shivering.... God!!!

Stupid girl,
Let it be memories...
Stupid girl,
That was just a dream...
Stupid girl,
Be happy always...
Stupid girl,
You still have many friends...
Stupid girl,
When the time he leave is the time you leave.
When the time he say goodbye is the time you turn and walk away.

Stupid girl,
Open your eyes... and wake up from the dream....

The dream is endless....

不放弃

破晓前的光  显得特别暗淡
惆怅的影子  被拉得越来越长

我不曾放弃  也不曾绝望

因为我相信
即使是黑暗  也有璨星照亮
即使是雨天  也有雨滴的点缀
即使是烈日当午  也有阳光对我微笑

我不断努力  因为我相信黎明的到来
我不曾放弃  因为我已看见破晓时分的那道曙光